alienation
i was drawing and writing some in my art book last night... it turned out to be a body, a womans body? young woman? i dont know but i cant get out of my mind that its my body...
hannas body. but dead? alienated... just there for show. it was a body, but no soul no mind, no nothing
and i came to think where the fuck is all this coming from?
why am i looking into different mirrors? surrounded by mirrors.. looking different in each and everyone. with the spotlight on me?
why dont i have a face? why is my face all twisted and alien like? what is going through my head when i draw this shit<? why is one mirror image like a baby? the next fat? why is one dead and covered with blood? why is one smiling while holding hands with some..thing? what am i looking for? why does it feel like this is my life? why do i feel trapped or like im for show? i dont know
who the fuck am i?
why do i not knwo? and what is with my god damn obsessions with alines at?!! i promice i will post pics asap
hannas body. but dead? alienated... just there for show. it was a body, but no soul no mind, no nothing
and i came to think where the fuck is all this coming from?
why am i looking into different mirrors? surrounded by mirrors.. looking different in each and everyone. with the spotlight on me?
why dont i have a face? why is my face all twisted and alien like? what is going through my head when i draw this shit<? why is one mirror image like a baby? the next fat? why is one dead and covered with blood? why is one smiling while holding hands with some..thing? what am i looking for? why does it feel like this is my life? why do i feel trapped or like im for show? i dont know
who the fuck am i?
why do i not knwo? and what is with my god damn obsessions with alines at?!! i promice i will post pics asap
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