hamsteak

So.. here is the finnished piece..

inpirational song: A Song for Milly Michaelson - Thrice

Fall with me into the air.
So, here we go.
Hold on tight and don't let go.
I won't ever let you fall.


its not really what i thought from the beginning, however the main idea of the picture is the same. There is just one thing that really disturbs me.. it looks like jesus. and that was sooo not the point.... not that i care too much abt jesus, you know i couldnt care less. but i dont want ppl assuming its like a message from god or some dumb ass fucking bullcrap :P

as stated in the original "alienation" post, this being i have drawn is just a body - there is no soul, no mind. there is nothing there except for what the eye can see... hehehe i feel so corny writing shit like this down. but you know fuck you too!
i still see and feel the resemblance between this thing and me. im not sure what it is, but there is definitly something about this alien chick that calls out to me saying she's a part of me :P hehehe well i dono that could just be me, considering i did make it and its a fragment of my imagination. she expresses the things which i cannot, or do not. at least not to people i dont know and trust. she is in pain both mentally and physically but doesnt know what to do about it since she is being watched or something. all her frustration is eating her from the inside.

i am not to happy with the face... it was alot nicer before the color and ink.. but it always is.. i wanted it to resemble this other picture i have made, while listening to laturalus.. god i love that song! tihihihi well anyways the face, i think its too simple.. i like the eyes yes but the mouth and nose is all off... i wish i had given it more of a "pink floyd screaming face" look. that would have been cool, but noooooo my brain turns off when drawing, so i dont notice these things untill after its all done. 

i cant be arsed to write more bull about this picture.. that would risk slaughtering it... :P hehehe i should mention that it's the first in a series though i think? hihihi if i can be bothered to anyways! im gonna have one that is an extention of her right arm (for stupid ppl the one on our left) that is grasping for something/someone. but he is out of reach and i need to find a way to portray that just right... feelings and shit are always hard to portray.. (stupid word btw, we over used it in the IB)

ok im bullshitting again.. ill stop
go out for a smoke
take it easy
draw again
yay i have a life (sarcasm)
but at least i love it